I like how heaven is in-the-round in this vision. God’s throne in the centre. Concentric circles: 4 beasts, 24 elders.
Last chapter it morphed to an altar, covering the martyrs, who are given white robes and told to wait.
This chapter the vision morphs to the four corners of the earth as 144000 are sealed as pure from the tribes of Israel, and then it returns to the vision of the throne in the round to which is added a great multitude from every nation, tribe, people and language, and the heavenly host.
It reminded me of Numbers, where the Israelites walk in circles in the desert after the exodus. They also camped in concentric circles with God’s forgiveness and love, the holy of holies, the tabernacle, God’s presence in the centre. Grace moving out, through the high priests, the priests and the twelve tribes, out beyond them to all corners of the world.
The Bible has so many symmetrical narratives. After all, the Messiah/Jesus is at the centre of the meta story, a sort of arch that includes the prophets and the gospels.
And I remember being struck by Lamentations: five symmetrical chapters of pain around the surprise centrepiece “the steadfast love of the Lord never fails, it is new every morning”.
I read up a bit about the mysterious 144000 Israelites who have God’s seal on them as pure. Many weird rabbit holes there. Some interpretations go quite well until they get to a later verse that specifies they are all virgins, a head scratcher that seems to floor both sensible and wacky interpreters alike.
My thoughts: they can’t not be there. Narrative symmetry requires closure for the chosen people. Imagine if the only reference to the Jews was the fake ones: the “synagogue of Satan” quote from the letter to Smyrna.
Maybe they are mentioned separately and first because that’s how it rolled out in the Bible story: first the Jews, then the gentiles.
The last chapter ended with the sixth seal opening, death destruction and judgement in the post-Revelation, post biblical era.
Now we are assured there is a plan for Jewish people and for gentiles to come out of the tribulation, either constantly or in a rapture event before it becomes an intense period of tribulation.
I think I recall other references in the scriptures to a mysterious special plan for the Jewish people. We don’t know the details, it’s shrouded.
Paul talks about something like that in Romans 11, eg v28 “As far as the gospel is concerned, they (Jewish people) are enemies for your sake; but as far as election is concerned, they are loved on account of the patriarchs”
He goes on to say: “How unsearchable (God’s) judgments, and his paths beyond tracing out”
So I just think there’s some business to be finished. Its something we don’t fully understand, but the 12 tribes have to be there. Why virgins? Stumped!
But the big picture of this heaven-in-the-round is that no matter how bad and deserved judgement and hardship gets, God’s sacrificial love is at the centre of the universe reaching outwards to include you. All tribes, all nations. Accept it!
A week fragmented by my variable energy levels as I rapidly recover from my illness, but have moments of collapse after I push myself a bit too hard.
Emotionally, two things have got at me.
I did counselling on Monday along with Kelly but not also Daisy, yet.
In anticipation, it brought it all forward from an ever-present background, like grief, to the front of my consciousness, which made me despairing and sad.
Having done it, and made an appointment for the next session, it was satisfying. There is a process that will lead somewhere. It’s a pause in, after all, one of the four most important relationships in my life. But it’s moving forward. Time and structure to consider the nature of how it might continue, if it is to (pray it is!).
The other thing disturbing me is that time feels like it’s rapidly running out with my employer. Standards have fallen, it’s just a matter of when I leave, really. I questioned the shift cancellation rules last week, and their answers gave me no confidence that they aren’t ripping workers such as me off hundreds of dollars.
But I have anxiety because my backup plans either in support work or in other industries aren’t delivering an escape route fast enough. Kelly’s work is even more unstable than mine. We can’t make it on job search benefits alone, we’ve tried! And my anxiety about the whole thing makes it hard to just knuckle down and get on with it.
Great tribulations. I pray for the disabled people I support, it is hard to consider leaving them. I pray for family. Dispatches from New Zealand, where Rennie is holidaying are positive, may he be safe! Making moves to get Lewes on NDIS again.
Church is re-entering the scene, a good time to be reading Revelation as I plan the year ahead.